Rebecca Foust is the author of The Unexploded Ordnance Bin, Paradise Drive, and Only (Four Way Books, 2022). Her honors include the 2020 Pablo Neruda Prize for Poetry and the National Indie Excellence Award for Poetry. The 2017–2019 Marin Poet Laureate, Foust volunteers as a board member for Marin Poetry Center.

Photograph by William Harvey.

Second Gratitude

by Rebecca Foust
Yours was an easy birth, daughter,
quick & without forceps or knife or long
savage silence; you burst the world with a wail,
then sought my breast. Your brain
was unbruised; you were intact, un-anything:
ICU’d, IV’d, EKG’d, transfused, gavaged,
or otherwise scanned & perused.
We came home the next day, where
you ate & shat & dreamed & slept & slept—
what they always say babies do.
Blossom mouth, saturn-peach hands,
dark hair tufting around your ears & whorled
down your doll’s back. I lay beside you,
watching your chest fill & fall,
& measured your breath with my breath,
your foot with my thumb, your thumb
with my eyelash. You roused & smiled
on cue, hitting the benchmarks, & when
I needed help, Dr. Spock (who’d never
been right before) knew what to do. You,
the world restored & everything, everything new.


Read on . . .

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